God I know in all that I have going on in my personal life, You have a message for someone. Be it for me or for whomever, I just want to make sure that the people I will inevitably reach, both consciously & indirectly, receive all that You have for them regardless of me. I want to take this time of quiet & reflection, of writing & listening, of hearkening to Your voice, & tune into You & Your people. Help me to see the need, give me the words that someone needs to hear. I pray that my life contributes only in a vessel like manner & that You help me to use my experiences for Your glory & for Your work. But please do not allow me to be distracted by these experiences; make the things in my life a light & not a fog around the vision You have for these pieces I'm about to go in on. Help me to release the issues of my life to You daily & in doing so, know that You have it all under control-- what You have for me is indeed for me. When I am tempted to hide behind my words, help me to be transparent. At the same time, remind me of my ego-- this is for Your glory only, not for my own personal benefit or gain outside of getting free. I pray for understanding & for awareness. Help me to see what You see in spite of my own reality & in doing so encourage others to do the same. I pray for Your constant anointing as I embark on these two projects. Speak through me. Breathe through me. I give myself away so You can use me. Guide my hands, my heart & my mind. I love you.
In Your Son's name I pray,